Friday, September 28, 2012
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Sleeping In The Forest
SLEEPING IN THE FOREST
I thought the earth
remembered me, she
took me back so tenderly, arranging
her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds. I slept
as never before, a stone
on the riverbed, nothing
between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated
light as moths among the branches
of the perfect trees. All night
I heard the small kingdoms breathing
around me, the insects, and the birds
who do their work in the darkness. All night
I rose and fell, as if in water, grappling
with a luminous doom. By morning
I had vanished at least a dozen times
into something better.
-Mary Oliver
her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds. I slept
as never before, a stone
on the riverbed, nothing
between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated
light as moths among the branches
of the perfect trees. All night
I heard the small kingdoms breathing
around me, the insects, and the birds
who do their work in the darkness. All night
I rose and fell, as if in water, grappling
with a luminous doom. By morning
I had vanished at least a dozen times
into something better.
-Mary Oliver
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
Friday, September 14, 2012
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Aging With Illumination!
As I've aged, I've become kinder to
myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend.
I have seen too many dear friends leave
this world, too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with
aging.
Whose business is it, if I choose to
read, or play, on the computer, until 4 AM, or sleep until noon? I will dance
with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 50, 60 &70 's , and if I, at
the same time, wish to weep over a lost love, I will.
I will walk the beach, in a swim suit
that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves, with
abandon, if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the jet set.They, too, will get old.
I know I am sometimes forgetful. But
there again, some of life is just as well forgotten. And, I eventually
remember the important things.
Sure, over the years, my heart has been
broken. How can your heart not break, when you lose a loved one, or when a
child suffers, or even when somebody 's beloved pet gets hit by a car? But,
broken hearts are what give us strength, and understanding, and compassion. A
heart never broken, is pristine , and sterile, and will never know the joy of
being imperfect.
I am so blessed to have lived long
enough to have my hair turning gray, and to have my youthful laughs be forever
etched into deep grooves on my face. So many have never laughed, and so many
have died before their hair could turn silver.
As you get older, it is easier to be
positive. You care less about what other people think. I don't question myself
anymore. I've even earned the right to be wrong.
So, to answer your question, I like
being old. It has set me free. I like the person I have become. I am not going
to live forever, but while I am still here, I will not waste time lamenting
what could have been, or worrying about what will be. And I shall eat dessert
every single day (if I feel like it).
Illumination and the Holy Spirit
"The Word without the illumination of the Holy Spirit remains a closed book." - James M Boice
Whenever I ground myself through meditation I am inspired and I believe this inspiration to be through Divine Providence. If we look within for the answers and through devoted prayer we are given the answers and a true feeling of Peace.
When the human race fails you through whatever outward distractions such as hatred, disappointment, or rejection we need only seek out consolation through prayer and meditation.
The Holy Spirit lies within and waits for you to become quiet, grounded, and receptive. Think of prayer as a phone call to God, the Holy Spirit your phone line, and meditation your receiver. The answers come and it is as if a light bulb illuminates a darkened room.
Whenever I ground myself through meditation I am inspired and I believe this inspiration to be through Divine Providence. If we look within for the answers and through devoted prayer we are given the answers and a true feeling of Peace.
When the human race fails you through whatever outward distractions such as hatred, disappointment, or rejection we need only seek out consolation through prayer and meditation.
The Holy Spirit lies within and waits for you to become quiet, grounded, and receptive. Think of prayer as a phone call to God, the Holy Spirit your phone line, and meditation your receiver. The answers come and it is as if a light bulb illuminates a darkened room.
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